Morning Devo

Good stuff!

JUMPS

probably going to regret posting these. XD

LOL

did this awhile back. liquefy is diiiiiiiiiiiiiiificult. X(

Before                                                                            After

Kobe! pt 2

After sitting down for a Starbucks, we decided to head for home. Had lunch, then took their bunny out for its hop-hop time. was a very nice day; mild wind, awesome view, few clouds and the sun shining.

 That night me, Mikey, and Kathy walked to an abandoned cable station. Went to the roof, and the view was AMAAZZING. Either I haven't witnessed many landscapes in my life, (and its true), or there was ethanol in my bloodstream (which there was). ugh, my point IS, it was perfect; tipsy or not, record-breakingly beautiful or not, it was perfect. so there!

...who am I trying to convince?

ehem. this is fun... -D-

Day two, we slept in, then later on Mikey took me out on the motorbike to this other abandoned place. hotel I think. apparently they have a lot of abandoned places over there. bad business I guess? oh oh, and as we were roaming around, we came across this decaying, empty house. the floors were collapsing and everything. came across an 1950s refrigerator and phone. was fascinating, yet creeeeepy as hell!! my imagination just jumps to life, it's horrible. oh we also found a glass container with mysterious dirty-yellow/red-paste-turned-to-shit, as well as plates and a cup.

Kobe!

Went to visit Mikey tachi last week. Altho the stay was short, it was--as Kathy would put it--awesome. :) I feel like jabbering right now so I'll elaborate and add stupid eh, fictional-details as well. for the fuck of it.

I left on the 22nd, Sunday night. Took an overnight bus from Toyota to Osaka. Arrived at 6. It's funny cuz it actually only takes 4 hours to get there, so 3 hours prior to reaching its destination the bus pulled over and all--driver and passengers alike--snoozed away peacefully.

From Osaka I took a train to Sannomiya-eki. I asked for direction from a man in a suit with big bags under his eyes, and he kindly helped me to board a train. It seemed to me that he wasn't too sure it was the right one tho, so relief washed over me like a great tidal wave of... gummy bears(!!) when my station was named.Yeah, so I  then bounded thru the gate that led me out of the station, my heels clopping/squeaking against the smooth marble floor.

I waited at McD till Mikey came along with his awesoooommmmmeeee 400cc and we hung around Sannomiya/Kobe for awhile, walking around the port and touring sites of Kobe. Lots of towers, lots of space, few people; it was all so unfamiliar. Talk about fresh air! I was a fucking foreigner in that city! ahh~

 Kobe's eh... BOOBIE TAWAH.

 We came across this sign. someone tampered with it. funny.

 3D thingie.

 looking happy! and chubby!!

Aaand I just ran out of enthusiasm. so I'll stop there for now. I should've taken more pictures damnit.

Dance photos and recent acitivities

Was browsing thru some dance photos. I'm hoping that some day I'll be able to take SPs similar to these.

A few days ago me and Seims went to an Evanescence concert. Was an AWESOME day. We met up with Timmy, did karaoke, and took puris. ^^ then went to see the live; so effing unreal!! Amy Lee is perfect, her performance was perfect, the crowd wasn't brutal; DEFINITELY an event worth going to. I'll post pixies later.

Last night I FINALLY got my own belly pierced. it's a long long story with attempts made and one big epic fail, buuuut I'm skipping all that cuz I'm lazy... tehee, sorry. the important fact IS, it's finally done. big load of thanks to yuyu who sent me the 14 gage piercing needle!

Oh oh and did I also forget to mention that I've been trying to learn SPANISH? haha, I know, sucha joke. it's been a lot of fun tho. 

tres canciones que me gustan

--three songs that I love.

simply. love.

aaand again

...the punkness continues...

Photography by Mana

tree-hugger, muahah...hah..

Suddenly, she felt the desire to jump...

Obachan XD

Fall Into You, by David Hodges ft. Amy Lee

It seems so far, that I have gone down this road 

Only to find that it ends 

Looking back there is one thing that I know

I can't make it all alone again 

Cause I'm too weak to stand on my own

When all I need is you 

So lead me, guide me, hold me, hide me in love

With all that you are, and all that you do 

Hear me, take me, mold me, break me oh God. 

Just fill all of me. As I fall into you. 

Just catch me as I fall

All this time, I have felt so alone

Losing myself in my dispair 

What loving arms, you were waiting for me to let go

Of every step you were there 

Cause I'm too weak, to stand on my own

When all I need, is you 

So lead me, guide me, hold me, hide me in love

With all that you are, and all that you do 

Hear me, take me, mold me, break me, oh God. 

Just fill all of me. 

Oh my child, how I have longed, for you to come home, to where you belong

All of your life, if you could just see all of my joy, when you are here with me

Oh my child (Lead me) 

How I have longed (Guide me)

For you to come home (Hold me) 

To where you belong (Hide me in love)

And all of your life 

If you could just see all of my joy (With all that you are)

When you are here with me (All that you do) 

Hear me, take me, mold me, break me oh God

Just fill all of me 

As I fall into you. 

Water shoot: Round 4 & 5

Took these a few months ago. was good! ^^ less frustrating, and I enjoyed it immensely. 

hahah, the ring ones aren't much of an improvement I'm afraid, buuuut I'm posting them anyways.

Sayuri helped with this batch. 楽しかったね、さっちゃん〜★
We cut the orange the wrong way, eheh. Still, I think these photos turned out the best!

 Sacchan's eye.

 Tadaaan

今日マナとフォートーシュートするんだあ〜後でのせるわ！Wish us luck. ；）

uwahaha~

Done with a crap flashlight, on a reflective door in parents room. ^^


I think light is gonna be my new focus.

omg

....I'm losing my dignity....


crap.


(マイフェイス)


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If this doesn't get me any closer to where or what I want to be, I think I'm gonna XD....

Momose :)

So, a lot has been happening. I closed my fb, been recognizing my spiritual needs, rebuilding my connection with the Lord, and have been trying to ditch all my mental shit. I realized that I have so many lil subconscious philosophies, most of which are immature excuses for selfish actions. Since when did I start down this road? Anyway, it doesn't matter. I've been doing better, I think. My job has helped me broaden my scope of reality, and I've been making progress in adapting to the work environment. People at my work place are so sweet and patient with me, and I feel more comfortable and at ease to be myself.
Ehem, but besides all my introspective issues and changes regarding it, I am happy to announce that change has also brought a new family to come live with us. Momoses! Aunty Tender, Mana(18), Chihiro(14), and Sayuri(9) have been living with us for a lil less than a week now, and everything is so different. I haven't much belief in communal living, but right now I have a hopeful smile on my face with my fingers crossed because this family is really....*searches for word*... nice. like, genuinely. and that is hard to come by. I can't say it'll be like this forever, but that should never be an expectation on matters like these anyway, right??


I'm jabbering.


I had a photoshoot with Mana today. Was short, but I got great pics! So without further ado, ladies and gents; Mana. ;)

I'm inspired by this pretty girl, I'm literally itching for another shoot with her! It's been too long since I had anyone model for me, it feels soooo niiice~ <3 <3

God is good to m-meeeeeeee~~